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So what’s been going on with me? Not Much…… I have some things on my mind and just wanted them to get down on tumblr or something. Tell somebody or something which is tumblr and it’s readers. Anyways I apparently joke too much. I guess I joke so much that I’m like the boy who cried wolf. I’m sorry for playing jokes but my intention is not to trick people so bad that they believe me, mainly it’s to make people laugh about and create good memories. I like joking but people don’t like me joking so from now on I’ll try to not joke so much or at all. Screw this but something that will make my mom and others happy. If I shut my mouth. As for using my non-existent wisdom I should not startle people…. it’s just who I am… since my parents and others think I should be more like this I’ll try for their sake. Some people think it’s only a suggestion but we know it’s more like I insist you to do this. I am thinking that less joking and use more wisdom. All i can do and wisdom at my age is keep my mouth shut and do what I am told apparently. Do a lot of people not believe me?

THis has been going on within the past week so I’ll tone done my joking and USE MY “WISDOM” 

only 2 more weeks at home then i’m off to cupertino to continue college. Away from home and drama and then stress upon other things. I rather school stress over family stress anyday i think. 

These not many people I can be true around. Only a select few. It’s hard. 

It’s hard to find people you can be fully true around. Choose well! 

Until later 

It’s super hot and with this heat comes friction. I don’t need to mention what but there is frustration in the air….. 

I don’t care anymore…. I’m done with school! Super done with school! I’m down! 

Sometimes I feel that I am super mean but other times I think I am nice but NOBODY thinks I am nice…….

That’s why I try to be nice, help people do what they need to do! Talk to them if they need to, borrow; car, money, me. If they need help I try my best to do it. I guess some people lose sight of their friends and start to take them for granted. I am here to remind you all, never treat your friends for granted. We already treat life for granted why do we need to treat our friends for granted?

I know I am not the easiest person to get along with but i’m a great friend to have! I am grateful for all my friends because friends are what make me, me! They are the ones that construct and change me, making me better, sometimes even taking advantage of me etc but I mean that’s okay every once in a while. Today is my last day of school! LAST DAY! and I am happy. 

Some people get butt-hurt so easily and I mean if it’s your significant other I can understand but sometimes it’s just too easy…. When I was younger I used to get butt hurt sooo much until somebody told me I got butt hurt too easily! Now people older than me get butt hurt so much easier than I do! It’s CRAZY! I am always talking about myself but my blog is one of the few places I can somewhat vent my FRUSTRATIONS with life. And also share my happiness of life and family and friends! It’s for EVERYTHING! 

I know I can be a kid sometimes but I also feel lots of responsibility. What really sucks is that guys who are older than me are immature and don’t know how to act responsibly. There are times when one can have fun and be a kid but there are times that people need to act with complete utter seriousness. A good life lesson would be to learn the time to joke and be playful and the time to be serious. I think I have learned that quite well and will continually learn to differentiate between the two times. 

So I have not written for a while but yeahhh been busy with school. Who knew that finals were less time consuming than all the other weeks of school? Part of this quater was full of work work and more work. It’s amazing that I am almost finished with my first year of college hopefully with a 3.0 or higher! It’s CRAZY. I have been working on project after project and that’s what has made me so busy as to not post anything on TUMBLR! I am going to try to start posting more now that it’s summer and I am going to Europe to PARTY! (and propagate the Dharma). Here are some projects that have taken much of my time to do, 

1. Spoken History Project
2. Research Paper
3. Religion Beliefs and Ritual Fieldwork

Those were my three biggest projects from my classes this quater. 

Europe is within my grasp and the grasp of the people going.

Surprisingly I have gone to four of the places in this picture! 

I plan to get an A in Intercultural Studies 

Hopefully a B or A in Anthropology

B or A in Photography

A in English Writting 

A in basketball 

sounds like a plan. But I have to ace these and if I somehow surprise myself with a 4.0 I will be ecstatic! It is possible but not likely but I surprised myself last quater and hopefully this quarter I can do the same! 

What’s been going on my mind…

Everything from the Europe trip to Grades 

I really want to go to ASIA though! Like Hong Kong and Taiwan and China! Taiwan for the food and warmth of friends! Numerous friends that are there that I miss dearly including Yvonne, Bill, Jim (sorta), Jerry, Ko-Yun, Ko-Chyn, Grace and whoever else. Even some alumni are there! 

Love life and cherish all that you have! 

Try everything and try it to the fullest! 

Persevere through your troubles and you will find that you have a great life! 

If you have a habit you wish to break, or anything negative you wish to remove from your life, you must focus on what you want. That means you visualize and imagine yourself in that negative-free state right now. Imagine yourself in as many scenes as you possibly can where the negative situation is completely absent. Imagine yourself happy and free. Eliminate any picture from your mind of you with the negative situation. Just imagine yourself in the state you want to be in, and feel that you are that, right now.

Yeppppppp my life is great! I love it!